I get turned on by being humiliated by other men, having them laugh at my small penis and spanking me
I'm a happy gay man in my late 50s, but my partner of 24 years has got bored of sex with me. I find I only get turned on now by being humiliated by other men, having them laugh at my small penis and spanking me. I am disturbed by this, but still enjoy it. I worry, though, about what others, especially my partner, would think if they found out about this deviancy.
[From the Guardian] Honest.