It is quite common in Australia to see Asian-girl-White-guy couples, so im sorta talking about the other way round here.
Well, Im a normal chinese guy originally from Beijing, Xi'cheng District, to be more exactly. I spent 22 years living in Beijing and then suddenly my life was totally changed after I made up my mind to go overseas...
I do admit that I was attracted by caucasian girls when I just got here, simply quoting the words from one of my friends " white girls r just something in our life that we have never been able to be so close to since our birth." and Yes, it turns out he's right. Thats just a phase of curiosity. Honestly, my curiosity towards white women is gone in a year and eventually I found out that im still attracted more by Asian girls..........(im not racist or anything so please do not bombard me with nasty words.....)
However, everything is just not all cut and dry.............
see, last semester we had a combined class with students doing Japanese translation and interpreting....(i was doing chinese translation and interpreting at that time.) I had a very good impression with all the students. they were nice, friendly, not that arrogant as Korean and incredibly courteous. Some of em r just japanese while some r australian and Newzealanders who have lived in Japan for quite a long time. Then we became friends, we hang out, we party and we do all sorts of things together.......But I never realised someone had kept an eye on me.....til one day she just spoke that out in front my face that she had a crush on me..........at that moment, I just felt really dizzy...........
She's an australian and she has lived in Japan for 15 years and she's 5 years older than me. The thing is that we r really compatible in terms of almost everything........cooking, watching movies, and etc etc.........But I just dont want to date her and i cant tell why..........I started to think if i really am a racist.......but i think it might be the age thing that really freaks me out.........She just really caught me out of guard....
Now we still seeing each other every week...not like seeing each other on the class........we cooking together and sometimes dine out or grab a movie to watch..........but we havent kissed.............yet..........
I have a feeling that she has a thing with japanese guys......and thats why she's learning japanese......i really dont understand what she had a crush on me for.......i mean....i cant speak japanese so i certainly cant help her about her japanese.......except the kanjis coz im chinese.
So here goes my story.....i have no idea where this friendship is goin to, if u call that a "friendship"....but i kinda enjoy it so far. Marrying a white girl.....geez.......thats still too much for me to take.....