Posted by Jinbo on 5. Aug 2012
I am just one amongst the other, a normal guy, with dreams, hopes
The name is Jean, it could have been John, Roberto, Mark...
Can someone change?
this question has been on me for a while now, I still didn't figure the answer out yet.
Well this is simple and complicated at the same time. Everday, I wake up and tell myself: "Today you need to change, this is wrong, you're heading for a wall."
Let's just give a couple of examples:
-I've been in China 2 years, my goal when I came here was to speak Chinese after this period. How is my Chinese now? Well, let's just say : Progress have been made but i'm still ages away from fluency.
-I'm fat, well, i'm not fat per say, but i'm not the athletic guy i once was, I know how it happened,(laziness got to me, sports left me), I also know that myself only can change that fact, I applied on a gym (never went there), I tried to start running everyday (i went 2 days in a row then told myself "tomorrow is better"),
-i smoke like hell, i tried to quit around 10 times
-I know that when i get drunk, i'll feel like shit the next morning, still, i get shithead
-I know i should save money, but i just spend it on useless stuff
So here is the situation,
I know my weak points, i know how i could improve them, but I can't make up my mind and actually do it
Can somebody change? Is everyday a restart? Am I just a lazy ass? Have I too much hope for myself?
I write this lines for me, to share, to try to understand
加油！你的生活不是仅此而已！11 August 2012
my restart is a repetitive playback from the day before...11 August 2012
they always say spend ur day like it is the last day of ur life ~but how many ppl actually treasure it like this ~there always a tomorrow to excuse us from time to time...so tomorrow is too late for a restart ~today is right on time ~start from now ~no matter what ~this is also writen for myself ~to share and to understand ~11 August 2012
u all r right, i think it is up to what kind of life the ppl wanna& how much they understand theirsevles and this world.11 August 2012
加油Jean! Enjoy your life and cherish the moments!11 August 2012
Stop with being a whiny little bitch and man up...... Sounds rude, but hey.....Change only happens if you WANT it.11 August 2012
hey, lay back, I go discovering your strong point11 August 2012
the whiny bitch is the one laying in his misery, changing is improving12 August 2012
change is not improving by design and default....but anyway, strep 1 is recognition, so that is there, so all the best! Oh, and above comment about strong points, good remark.12 August 2012
no worry about the strong point :)12 August 2012
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