He sends me messages often, speak sweet things to me. And he said he'd like to be with me forever.
But recently, I occasionally found that he is a married man and his wife is the same young with me(he is 49 years old), what is more, he has another middle aged lover, maybe he has more women, I just have no idea.
I got so pissed off, and he said he won't meet me anymore forever and he won't reply my messages again.
I think that is his fault, he cheated my love and wasted my time, but he is so cruel to leave me.
I have hatred inside, how should I do to calm down or maybe, should I go to find him again?